Body Not Mine

I am stuck in a body that isn't mine

It doesn't feel the same

Im in a new place

Ive never seen

Im in a new house

That i have never walked

Walked the mountains and mazes

That lead me no where

Im not alone though

Im surrounded by the unknown

Unquestionable oblivion style

Strangers that don't seek answers

I am stuck in a body that isn't mine

I am stuck in a reality that isn't mine

I play tug of war in my head

Through out the castle

What if i did this opposed to that?

Except this was constant

the continuity made me feel lost

in clouds in a house that isn't mine

How is it not my body if i am here?

Or am i covered in bliss

And puffs of smoke

In slow cognition due to a low

I am here

I j=have chosen to be here

But what I see if not myself

I recognize I am bewildered

I step alone to remember my body

My heart

My soul

and then i realize

I am stuck in a body that is in pain.