I wonder if the world will ever change

Sometimes I wonder if i will ever change

Will I ever grab the drivers wheel or will I let life take its course

I know we are powerful

I know I'm supposed to drive

But I don't know where I want to go

I like to Observe with intensity

as I pass each street

Get lost in that space

For that moment, that breath, that heart beat

I blend into the now

So I forget that there is a future

Is this healthy or unhealthy? I think

It doesn’t really matter as long as dopamine regulates

Blockages or toxicities that get in the way is what to fear

Better to be ware than ignorant

I know what is toxic and blocks me from

My dopamine

In that sense I have changed and strive for good spaces

Allowing only love and light in my path

So maybe i am the driver

Im driving with no destination yet

I dodge the paths that are not for me

And for that I can relax

“Remember you're power” I think

Then I begin to wonder if the world I live in will ever change

Monday December 26 2022 18:21