My way of speaking

I posted "good energy" a few hours ago and Im left questioning the way I choose to word things.

For a long time Ive been told I can be cold, blunt, or extremely straightforward. It's been a like and dislike for myself, same for others.

But then I ask myself, Why should anyone ever have to apologize for the way they choose to be vulnerable. The way they speak. The way they look, dress, the hobbies they do, the art they make etc. No one should ever have to feel guilty or ashamed to be themselves. For being authentic.

It takes a lot of vulnerability and strength to post ones own silly little thoughts for the public to view. Why beat myself up with painful scenarios that might not even be true? Scenarios, that better yet - don't matter since its not real

- The advice I like to tell myself.

Sometimes I wondered why I spoke this way. Where it comes from, where did it mold and start. Ive recently learned it's best to not question the simple make up of who you are, or other people.

Tuesday march 14 03:27